Sometimes I wonder why I doubt.
that i found someone worth keeping around? he seems to be everything i’ve ever looked for, i just wish i was better at trusting.
time time time, time is on my side somehow.
he is quite extraordinary, brilliant, bright, shining…blue eyes that pierce.
right through me.
it has significant meaning, or maybe i just read too deeply into things.
fate is a motherfucker…if you believe.
i think it’s all already predetermined. we make choices…but those choices that we convince ourselves we make are all already supposed to happen. there’s a plan…
i can feel it.